I suppose I was expecting this new baby thing to happen over night. Why is it that the things you want most with your life take the longest to happen? I quit birth control with the naive mind set that it was going to be right out the gate happening. NOT. Third month and I got nothin... so far anyway. Doesn't help when the husband doesn't know what he wants either. He seems to believe that we need to save money this year and have a baby next year... but next year is like tomorrow-it never comes. I can't just wait around for next year! My heart needs this now! But we'll see, I guess.
I quit my job and have been taking it easy being a bum at home. It's nice to just focus on my husband and home for a while. I'm supposed to be going back to Idaho to pack my dads house for him so he can move to Mississippi someday... and I told Tom I'd look for a job when I got back. He told me I don't have to work, but I think not working will drive me crazy. I miss my patients, but my boss is definitely a psycho. She'll scare off the replacement for sure. I'm hoping the relaxed Morgan will help the baby makin' a little... This girl has high hopes for 2012!
Enjoy your time at home!!! (And I know that month to month waiting SUCKS!)
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